Jan 15 2009
Time to Reflect
We’ve had some bad news at work recently. It seems the bad economy is catching up with me. I’ve spent massive amounts of time over the past 48 hours reflecting on my life. Overall, I have nothing to complain about. Really, I’ve been quite fortunate. I suppose I’ve been reflecting on what may come in the future and making sure we’re prepared as a family to weather whatever storm may come. All in all, we’re in good shape, and I keep reminding myself that I should be thankful for it. So many people out there today, are really…well…in a lot of trouble. You know, the whole up a creek and no paddle to be found thing.
All this deep thinking reminded me of the days Kiddo would have his visitations with his birth family. I spent massive amounts of time (in the middle of winter) sitting in my car and just thinking while I waited for a visitation to be done. Actually, it was more like worrying, but I did spend a little time daydreaming about what life would be like once we survived this foster process. I didn’t like to think about that too much, since it was kind of like getting my hopes up or counting my chickens before the eggs hatched. But I also think it was important to keep my eye on the ball, and remind myself even at the most difficult times that this would eventually all be worth it. And it was!
I guess ultimately the message of this post is to keep your chin up. Even when you’re sure you’ve hit rock bottom, no matter what the situation, at least there’s nowhere to go but up. Perspective is also key. You may be thinking you’ve hit that so called bottom, but there is always someone out there who has it a little worse than you. Be thankful for what you do have.
Want to know what makes me feel better when I feel a little low? Watch an episode of Jerry Springer or Maury Povich. See? Told you it could be worse. You could be on that show.
Wait and see. Those oncoming storm clouds always have a silver lining if you look hard enough.
